One day a girl fell in love with a boy
But he played with her heart as if it was a toy
Her eyes were once filled with joy
But now there only filled with tears
She once was very bold and brave
But all thats left is fears
One night before she went to sleep
She bowed her head to pray
She wanted all the dreams she had to just go away
Like
I wish he loved me
And i wish he cared
And i wish he understood
And i wish he was always there
She was sick of crying herself to sleep
She was sick of being afraid
She was mad about all her fears
And longed to once again be brave
The love they had was good while it lasted
But some things you have to learn to let go
I have always love in a distance maybe because i’m afraid to get hurt again. I have loved once but it turn out that i have loved the wrong person and it brought me pains. I was really dissapointed not to him but to myself. I don’t blame him because everything wasn’t his fault. I deserve it! i got hurt because i’m stubborn! I should learn from my mistakes!!!!
puwede naman akong magmahal kahit palihim lang!!!
Masaya naman ako eh!!!!
wala pang complications!!!!
Although, di ko siya mapipigilan kung magkagusto siya sa iba!!!!
Never ko namang gagawin yun nOh!!!!
Wla naman me karapatan eh!!!
and even if may karapatan me i won’t tie him up beside me kung alam ko naman na di siya magiging masaya sa akin!!!!
Siguro nga martir or addict ako!!!
Pero ganyan talaga ako eh!!!
I’m playing safe nga eh!!!
Wala sanang makahalata na gusto ko siya!!!!
tama na ang isa!!!
si ate………..!!!!!
That is why as much as possible i don’t want to fall in love and end up falling apart!!! (wish ko lang it won’t happened again)
Lately, i don’t really understand what am i thingking, what’s going on in my mind? if his not here i often feel incomplete. i wanted to see him. I want to hear his voice. Annoying me, kidding me or even making fun of me! I might like him! I don’t know? I really don’t know?!
but one thing is for sure i can’t have him because his not for free. and maybe he doesn’t want me either.
I don’t know kung bakit pero i don’t feel well! Di naman ako nilalagnat pero pakiramdam ko something is wrong with me! I know i like him but i can’t pursue my feelings for him kc di ko naman alam kung gusto nya rin ako at hindi ako puwedeng pumasok sa isang relationship dahil sa mga obligations na nakaatang sa akin!!! Nakakainis kasi nagseselos ako pero hindi naman dapat!!! Ang hirap talagang itago ang feelings mo sa ibang tao lalo na sa taong mahal mo!!! ang hirap magpretend!!! Kung puwede ko lang ipagsigawan na gusto ko siya pero hindi puwede! Marami pa akong dapat asikasuhin with my family and may gusto pa akong patunayan sa sarili ko!!! I like him pero di ko puwedeng isugal ang puso ko!!! Minsan na akong nasaktan ng grabe at ayoko ng maulit pa yon!!! Kaya nga hangga’t maari ayoko ng magmahal pero ito back to square one na naman yata ako!!!
People’s are prone to Commit Mistakes!!!
Lagi namang nagkakamali ang mga tao at kadalasan ang hirap sa kanila na tanggapin ang pagkakamali nila! Lagi nilang depensa "Pasensya na tao lang" or "Wala namang taong perfect"! Gasgas na Dahilan pero totoo naman kaso minsan naaabuso! OO nga malimit magkamali ang mga tao sa desisyon or hakbang na ginagawa nila siguro dahil sa hindi nila napag tuunan ng maigi ang kanilang gagawin or masyado silang nagmamadali! I think in every decision that we make, we should always think twice and maging open tayo sa mga possibilities or sa outcome ng gagawin natin. We should take full responsibility sa mga hakbang natin!
I Love You Goodbye
NINA
Wish I could be the one I hope someday you can Leaving someone when you love someone Oh I don’t wanna leave you Baby, its never ganna work out
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something I can’t do
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Find some way to understand I’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that I could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me
Oh I could say that I’ll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I’d only hurt you
I know I’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I’ll never be the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye
I love you, goodbye
