suffocated
lately, i thought i could easily forget my feelings but i prove myself wrong. Eventhough i’ve tried but i can’t just leave it all behind… i been trying too hard but it’s not working… i wanted to cry my heart out but i can’t… does this mean that i’m still holding on to something that is not really meant to be… i felt like i am suffocated and everyday i’m having a hard time breathing and i don’t know what to do… something inside is driving me crazy… really crazy that i can’t seem to control… how i wish i could turn back the time and prevent things from happening… so everything will still be the same as it was before… i laugh in front of everyone but deep inside i feel so empty and lonely… my heart is asking why… and my mind is telling that it’s not fair… i’m preventing my heart to get hurt but i can’t seem to find a way to make me feel any better… i wish someone will be here to prevent my shattered heart from falling…
