Lately, i don’t really understand what am i thingking, what’s going on in my mind? if his not here i often feel incomplete. i wanted to see him. I want to hear his voice. Annoying me, kidding me or even making fun of me! I might like him! I don’t know? I really don’t know?!

but one thing is for sure i can’t have him because his not for free. and maybe he doesn’t want me either.