Life’s_treasures

I have always love  in a distance maybe because i’m afraid to get hurt again. I have loved once but it turn out that i have loved the wrong person and it brought me pains. I was really dissapointed not to him but to myself. I don’t blame him because everything wasn’t his fault. I deserve it! i got hurt because i’m stubborn! I should learn from my mistakes!!!!

puwede naman akong magmahal kahit palihim lang!!!

Masaya naman ako eh!!!!

wala pang complications!!!!

Although, di ko siya mapipigilan kung magkagusto siya sa iba!!!!

Never ko namang gagawin yun nOh!!!!

Wla naman me karapatan eh!!!

and even if may karapatan me i won’t tie him up beside me kung alam ko naman na di siya magiging masaya sa akin!!!!

Siguro nga martir or addict ako!!!

Pero ganyan talaga ako eh!!!

I’m playing safe nga eh!!!

Wala sanang makahalata na gusto ko siya!!!!

tama na ang isa!!!

si ate………..!!!!!

That is why as much as possible i don’t want to fall in love and end up falling apart!!! (wish ko lang it won’t happened again)

Lately, i don’t really understand what am i thingking, what’s going on in my mind? if his not here i often feel incomplete. i wanted to see him. I want to hear his voice. Annoying me, kidding me or even making fun of me! I might like him! I don’t know? I really don’t know?!

but one thing is for sure i can’t have him because his not for free. and maybe he doesn’t want me either.